Your lips were cherry red
You smelled like cigarettes
And you're my best friend
You were my best friend
And I taste liquor on your mouth again
You told me that the last time was the end
So I'll keep waiting
I'm always waiting

Hiding bottles in the closet
I wish that you could stop this
I know you love me and you mean it
But you keep swallowing your demons

The hardest part was walking away
But I keep looking back almost every day
I just miss you
I wish I could fix you and us
And I can't take it anymore
These panic attacks and I keep shaking
I'm always shaking

Hiding bottles in the closet
I wish that you could stop this
I know you love me and you mean it
But you keep swallowing your demons
Hiding bottles in the closet
I wish that you could stop this
I know you love me and you mean it
But you keep swallowing your demons

Your lips were cherry red
You smelled like cigarettes
And you're my best friend
You were my best friend


2020